backpages: a bad way

 

It is the end of the year 2011 and I am in a bad way. The inside of my head competes with the left side of my face to  try and cause me the most discomfort. My feet are falling apart, the skin slowly peeling away to reveal the red raw truth that lies underneath.

 

I seem to have lost ’the way’ this year., so much so that by year’s end I am here, in a bad way.  I have wandered further along the path that I ever imagined possible. This path that I first ventured on nearly 4 years ago now has led me  to somewhere surprisingly familiar. It is an open glade, filled with pain. I have been here before, many times. I was here in the late summer of 2011, just over a year ago. At that time I wrote …

 

 I am living with a headache

 

x bhavatu sabbe mangalum x

 

 

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